In one of my last posts, I spoke about letting God down by allowing my focus to be on others’ needs and not on Him. That has been on my mind a lot lately. My prayer is that I remain available to God, and to what He is calling me to do. That He can call on me at any time, and that I will respond. That is not always the case, but I am trying ya’ll.

I had a conversation with one of my sisters about being, “out of the box,” and what that really means. God has been calling us to do things that are so far out of our comfort zone that we no longer have a comfort zone. That is both comforting and disturbing at the same time. Comforting, because I know God is always with me, guiding me and protecting me. Showing me things about myself that still amaze me, and disturbing because I no longer know what being comfortable feels like.

In Acts 20:24 the Apostle Paul said, “However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the gospel of God’s grace.” That is my goal…to glorify my Father, and to run my race–no matter what.

I don’t want to lean on my own understanding anymore. I want to be so totally dependent on God that I won’t make a move without Him. That’s my desire, and God’s word says He will give us the desires of our hearts. So, I am just believing that in the name of Jesus, it is so.

Until next time…

Be blessed